The faulty Time slip

I was looking for meandering experiences something new Then I came back to reality Who am I What have I been doing all these years I've come to a standstill unable to move forward Unable to think THINK. NO it isn't working All that felt important, is losing its significance. Still basking on my past glories Too paranoid to move ahead. What was it that I desired,again?! I'm forgetting. FORGOTTEN. See how time messes with my brain It's leaving me behind mercilessly! I'm trapped in this warped illusion I can't see what is ahead of me,I don't know what i've left behind. I'm stuck in this faulty time slip Back to square one. I was looking for meandering experiences something new..                                -sre