The Darkest Moon

Today didn't seem like the other days.Today was cold,dark yet hopeful.It wasn't like I walked for a thousand miles but i was breathing which gave me a little hope.Even in the darkness,i felt so bare.The darkness hid nothing,nothing at all.'I 'couldn't be kept a secret anymore."So,we meet again"she said.She was too sure of herself.This time she wasn't going to keep mum.To her I was nothing but a dead weakling.She failed to see what made me this way.I was compelled,but a part of me needed her,I' was nothing,absolutely nothing without her....Or so I thought."Why are you here?,I don’t need you”I conformed unwillingly.She looked at me with a wide smile as though i  gave myself away,or did i?"’tis funny you say that,you sound like me…Admit it, YOU are nothing without I(me).”It was true after all,she makes me stand,she let’s me fall,her actions makes me high and her irrational decisions sometimes causes immense pain and anger.But evading her will solve nothing.”you have no choice but to embrace me,because……. I am your thoughts,I am your subconscious mind,I am your ‘inner’self,I am You”.

The moon seems the darkest today,a tinted gray……the world seemed derranged to me as i let my shadow enwrap me..bound to her i am ..for eternity.

consciousness of thought.

Benumbed i am

in this world of hate

i have no place,i am nothing.

But a shadow

which disappears in light.

what lay betwixt you and me

has faded out..

Maybe I was disillusioned

Maybe you’re just a ghost

a phantom.

so spare me this pain you burden me with

enough with this labyrinthine

let me be

set me free.

                   -sreya

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Images...@Ahmedabad

Right in the midst of the nerve-wracking architectural design project and infinite number of submissions,our class decided to go to ahmedabad partly to be 'inspired'by the play of light and sounds in spaces.we saw a lot of places in a span of two days,even though we spent at an hr and a hald at each place,it wasn't enough to sit and observe,sketch the interesting spaces.But the most eminent structures that captivated me were CEPT (i.e the Center for environmentl planning and technology) (b.v.doshi-architect) and MillOwner's Association building by Le Corb.The supremely short trip was amazing no doubt but the only thing that was dissapointing was that we did not get to see IIM-A(by architect-louis kahn):(.But in a way it means we need to make another trip to ahmedabad so well i'm game for that:).
below are some images that i had taken of cept,gandhi ashram and hussein-doshi gufa..followed by some quick sketches i made at CEPT and Mill Owner's...

a Sketch i made at cept

sketches i made at MIll Owner's
(of the ramp at the entrance from inside)









(from the ramp