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Killing in the name OF?

I’m probably the last person to be interested in politics,our government and everything related to it ,that is not denying the fact that what happens around us repeatedly,over and over again,affects me..So much so that i am provoked to write about it!


Today,13th July,2011 there was a series of 3 bomb blasts in the city.And THIS is NOT the first time….Something like a Lok pal bill which this country really badly needs to have in place ,simply cannot be passed!Is our country supposedly secular,sovereign blah blah one slipping away?Zaveri bazaar which is one of the major landmarks of the city has been targeted around three times already?..And THAT doesn’t give any clue to the cops?!It’s very frustrating when we just let people come and tear the city apart!Even when we say we must fight against terrorism,where do we start?Shouldn’t we pin point the corrupt politician and overthrow them first!It’s their sense of generousity that has sheltered and protected the ones who have disrupted the peace of this very city.They are supposedly the voice of the people,so where does this voice dissapear?!


Scared we are but not paranoid enough to see changes,changes that would stop such instances!We are always ready to merge religion with politics,it’s laughable since ultimately it’s got nothing to do with religion but how it’s a trump card often played to create diversions!



“I can’t see tomorrow


for today was disrupted by darkness


I strived to find my way through it


but my own kind pulled me down.


If only i could see tomorrow


If only the blurr was gone..


‘oh,why do you pull me down?


I am Not the enemy’


A blank stare is all he could give


for he had no answers and he shall never have


guilt will take over him one day


certainly,one day.”


-sreya

An Ode to thee,megalomaniac.

 

Oh,how high you soar!
So full of might!


While men of your kind despise you
Your flatterers ready to kiss thy feet!

inflated with your own little pride
Such unfathomable narcissism.

bravo!to your fine disguise.

what if I cut off both of those wings
Would your feet ever reach the ground?
Could you  ever be human?
Would you ever care to step down....

                                                                                                           -sreya

The Darkest Moon

Today didn't seem like the other days.Today was cold,dark yet hopeful.It wasn't like I walked for a thousand miles but i was breathing which gave me a little hope.Even in the darkness,i felt so bare.The darkness hid nothing,nothing at all.'I 'couldn't be kept a secret anymore."So,we meet again"she said.She was too sure of herself.This time she wasn't going to keep mum.To her I was nothing but a dead weakling.She failed to see what made me this way.I was compelled,but a part of me needed her,I' was nothing,absolutely nothing without her....Or so I thought."Why are you here?,I don’t need you”I conformed unwillingly.She looked at me with a wide smile as though i  gave myself away,or did i?"’tis funny you say that,you sound like me…Admit it, YOU are nothing without I(me).”It was true after all,she makes me stand,she let’s me fall,her actions makes me high and her irrational decisions sometimes causes immense pain and anger.But evading her will solve nothing.”you have no choice but to embrace me,because……. I am your thoughts,I am your subconscious mind,I am your ‘inner’self,I am You”.

The moon seems the darkest today,a tinted gray……the world seemed derranged to me as i let my shadow enwrap me..bound to her i am ..for eternity.

consciousness of thought.

Benumbed i am

in this world of hate

i have no place,i am nothing.

But a shadow

which disappears in light.

what lay betwixt you and me

has faded out..

Maybe I was disillusioned

Maybe you’re just a ghost

a phantom.

so spare me this pain you burden me with

enough with this labyrinthine

let me be

set me free.

                   -sreya

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Images...@Ahmedabad

Right in the midst of the nerve-wracking architectural design project and infinite number of submissions,our class decided to go to ahmedabad partly to be 'inspired'by the play of light and sounds in spaces.we saw a lot of places in a span of two days,even though we spent at an hr and a hald at each place,it wasn't enough to sit and observe,sketch the interesting spaces.But the most eminent structures that captivated me were CEPT (i.e the Center for environmentl planning and technology) (b.v.doshi-architect) and MillOwner's Association building by Le Corb.The supremely short trip was amazing no doubt but the only thing that was dissapointing was that we did not get to see IIM-A(by architect-louis kahn):(.But in a way it means we need to make another trip to ahmedabad so well i'm game for that:).
below are some images that i had taken of cept,gandhi ashram and hussein-doshi gufa..followed by some quick sketches i made at CEPT and Mill Owner's...






























































































a Sketch i made at cept










sketches i made at MIll Owner's
(of the ramp at the entrance from inside)









(from the ramp

Images and words….

 

poetry

"My Body Is A Cage"



My body is a cage that keeps me
From dancing with the one I love
But my mind holds the key
My body is a cage that keeps me
From dancing with the one I love
But my mind holds the key
I'm standing on a stage
Of fear and self-doubt
It's a hollow play
But they'll clap anyway
My body is a cage that keeps me
From dancing with the one I love
But my mind holds the key
You're standing next to me
My mind holds the key
I'm living in an age
That calls darkness light
Though my language is dead
Still the shapes fill my head
I'm living in an age
Whose name I don't know
Though the fear keeps me moving
Still my heart beats so slow
My body is a cage that keeps me
From dancing with the one I love
But my mind holds the key
You're standing next to me
My mind holds the key
My body is a
My body is a cage
We take what we're given
Just because you've forgotten
That don't mean you're forgiven
I'm living in an age
That screams my name at night
But when I get to the doorway
There's no one in sight
My body is a cage that keeps me
From dancing with the one I love
But my mind holds the key
You're standing next to me
My mind holds the key
Set my spirit free
Set my spirit free
Set my body free
                                  -arcade fire